ohhhh my gawd.

i just remembered my dream.

Um, so we’re all at a beach and it was Yamapi with his crew (including JJ) and of course Onew’s there and we’re just sitting on this swing thing idk.

Anyway I’m talking to Yamapi for a bit then i turn and Onew’s beside me on my right and we talked. T_T for like a good while. So when i needed to get off the swing i was struggling so Onew got off first and like ONEW SANGTAE he slipped so i grabbed him and i started to slip and so it was like a full on hug holding on to onew for dear life and we started laughing and T———T 

I LOVE HIM YOU GUYS. BEING HELD BY HIM AND HOLDING HIM FELT SO REAL. ONEW WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME? WHO DO YOU THIS YOU ARE?!

THE HUG. THE LAUGH. THE SMILE FML.